Sidewalk Marginalia

   

 

Some vandal’s freehand
in the tabla invests
"Gord is a pussy"
with all the power
of the verb to be
in concrete.
Someone has painted each perfectly regular
section of each perfectly regular
block from here to home with a stencil—
‘Queer as Fuck
                …sorry Dad’
in red against the grey sidewalk.

Sidewalk marginalia—I’m waddling,
bovine, into jungle rivers filled
with slow-sucking eddies.
Like river-bottom mud, grey
matter begins to churn
with swimming teeth
and warm blood.
I move from frame to frame
unexposed, image awaiting
a motto. My explicatio:
‘I can do all that sidewalks can
imprinted like them and their
author beside—urged by secluded light
to scribble my name on the ground.’ Yet,

I have never spluttered
so foolishly as when I realized
I loved you— H. H. —
though
                                How queer
                                How Gordian
the asymmetric
heart gives my initials
incorrectly as S. J.


by Chris Jennings
from: Vacancies, ©2003 

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